So many things in my head, right now.
Usually when I'm in this space it's out of a sort of desperation and a need for drastic personal evolution, but that isn't the case, this time.
There are really no problems, though I have been in a funk the last few days - I am finally coming to realize today the reason for that funk is not that I am unhappy or dissatisfied, but rather that I am just pre-occupied!
That I am needing space and quiet to work out my thoughts, and that just isn't happening. :) Imagine that.
I think that I need a two-day vacation - an opportunity to have the house empty of souls so that I might clear out our physical as well as my mental dirt and debris.
Things are just a little too full
a little too far gone
a little too much.
Lots of things are "somewhat" done,
but nothing is "done" done.
I'm also suspicious that it has something to do with this "in between" of living so much with flashes of sunshine and then clouds and cold and rain and snow for several days.
I'm ready for a clean sweep.
Mayhaps I should be meditating upon Mountain - Solid and Space - Free, hmmm?
And now I leave this totally non-sensical and erratic post to get up and try to do something about it....